A year or more has passed.
So, guess what? I have another bf now (not much suprised 
) and guess who is he? Well, the one I used to call ‘oniichan’.
I broke another lovership, wait no, two, if you can call it is. Tired of myself, couldn’t find so who I really really ‘love’. Maybe after Thanh I couldn’t have that crazy feeling any more.
..
today I deactivated my FB acc.
To do what? I even dont know. I am getting tired, only thing I know is, I am tired.
he is not a bad choice. He is a good man, but sometimes I feel like being depressed instead of having fun or just a normal conversation between two lovers. But he immediately turned me down and trying to express those philosophy that I think I dont want to listen. I want fun, and if he wants to tell me this tell me that, why dont he find time when I am not in a good mood but somehow tired?
Ok I am a selfish girl. I dont want to think for other people.
That’s it. I dont deserve to be loved.
